March 16, 2026 at 12:47 AM
It's late at night. I feel very sad for some reason.
My boyfriend is sick. I also felt unsatisfied with my dinner, even though it was enough for me to take my medication, because I was craving on a burger steak or something as tasty as a slice of ham. I also saw my mom getting stressed again over a call with my dad.
As I was in the bathroom getting ready to brush my teeth and do my skincare routine, the thoughts of unaliving myself and running away from my family starting lingering on my mind once again.
I started wondering if I am a nobody. Why do I feel like a nobody? Am I comparing myself again and overthinking things?
Maybe I just need to sleep, but I am more comfortable at night working and studying, where the children are asleep and no distractions outside my bedroom.
Sigh.